fabulist Extended
blood to gold
drip out your mouth
fall on the ground
lying awake for a long time
don’t make it loud
you’re golden now
gather like hounds in the dog-pound
growling
startled
animal
a little cat call
darling
i want you
to leave me alone
heavy blanket of your gold
feel the fire i have been reborn
think a puff is well deserved
pray to someday be, evermore evermore
sent my only pair of shoes away
walked a mile with blistered feet in forest rains
i want to be your lover
i want to be your friend
i want to be your demon
i want to be your hell
try to be your summer
swimming in my eyes
losing yourself
you never know what you’d find
i don’t want to see you cry anymore i need
a little smile every once in a while may-
be you’ve been stuck in rut, let me
turn your blood to gold, turn your blood to gold
amnesia
stalled
and leaning backwards
following all the rules
you left
baby steps
long laborous lobotomy
performed on me
woke every night
same questions asked
i don’t remember
its been so long yet i remember you like scars
a perfect picture, everyday
its been so long yet i remember how it was
i used to be your everything and anything
since I’ve been gone I’ve been forgetting all i was
but you’re still clearer than the day everyday
Come down
Come home
Melt in morphine
All alone
Still alive
Still whole
Still in toxic chemicals
Still intoxicated love
Dizzy mess inside my bones
I still remember
I still remember
Now i feel a little hypnotized
Sentimental of your scent tonight
Sent my mental off i feel just fine
got my heart its all need this time
Yea
lucid
running feet
sound of seas
trouble me
i give into weariness
half asleep
struggling
slowly
until I can wake me up
tell me that I'm ok
from the haze
dripping in reflection
suddenly you are here with me
sweet and safe
nothing else will matter anymore
~~
lucid
i see my body yet im
dreaming
im floating way above
hold in hysteria
fluid
the irony of it all
dubious
of the future i hold
wake me
i dont wanna devolve
~~
days too deep
crows or keys
rabbits feet
hold it close i need the luck
eyes on me
tingling
from the breeze
peering at me from the dark
tell you that i got something on my mind
fooling you
is all i do
soon as you fall asleep
and make it here
then you and i can be forever young
~~
tell me im a loon
when i want a little dosage
let me fall in your arms
i aint gonna lose it
like an old soul
let me inch a little closer
find my way back home
way back home
pink hue
you were my one love
in that place where black-tails roam
you were my one love
away from home
lay with me
be it briefly
come close, I’m coming clean
pupils sway
in bauble blues
do you feel as I do?
lamenting light
once in your eyes
september’s sunsets
cascade the night
a pink hue
surrounds you
i don’t know why
you don’t take your time to think twice
a pink hue surrounds you
makes me wanna feel alive
i’ll take you places where you wanna go
i’ll take your pain and make your body whole
it’s such a shame the way you treat your bones
i see your glow i see your afterglow
windmarks
*windnoises*